[necrobiosis]

На самом деле чтобы увидеть человека нужно ОЧЕНЬ постараться. Далеко не все видели человека в своей жизни, а уж нескольких людей - так и вообще немногие. Очень хочу увидеть человека. Как это произойдет? Пойму ли я, что передо мной человек? Каким он будет?

@темы: вслух, в огне

Comments

[Hokkokujin]

Это одна из тех вещей, которые вслух не говорят и людям не показывают )

[Листья травы]

Поймешь, Некрос. Ты же интуит.

[catinca]

necrobiosis, а сам ты человек али нет?

[necrobiosis]

catinca, это тоже хороший вопрос

[methyl theobromine]

oh, oh, u know what happened to me a week ago? I saw too many, got a panick attack and almost passed out from fear of so many people around me. pardon me, i dont have cyrillic keyboard, but i guess you won't have any trouble reading english. but back to my story. u see, i was smoking pot that we bought from one dealer consistently, but that day i got a stomach virus and smoked some other type of shit our friend gave us (toxins upon toxins). And then we went to shoot some pool on a friday night, when the pool hall was swarming with people.
Now when you look at a mob you don't really see all the people there are. Your eye can focus on a group of individuals but other than that you can't really see everyone at the same time, and it's not like you want to either. But for some stupid reason i decided to try and god, i saw everyone there was. Oleg, that was so disgusting, bunch of human-insects were swarming all over the place, repelling smelly insects with so many eyes to look at me, and i saw everyone, right in front of me, to the right, to the left, in the background. The sight of them scared me so much that i freaked out, i couldn't breathe, my heart was pounding, and then all the light left the pool hall, sounds became thicker and thicker and thicker still until all i could hear was statick pressing at my eardrums so hard i felt it in my head, and when my eyes shut i realized that i'm about to collapse. I forced myself back to reality, forced my eyes open and grabbed Robert's coat - i was falling down.

[necrobiosis]

methyl theobromine, oh, acid tales from the human hive. Your story seems to me like one of Eisenstein movies.